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Recognizing the Need to Breathe Fresh Air into Others

January 15, 2021 by Stephanie 8 Comments

There is nothing I dread more than calling my health insurance. Years of medical bills which lead to much time and energy invested in clarifying, disputing and preauthorizations took its toll. In fact, I my husband and I joke that my decision to leave my career to stay at home was to resolve insurance snafus. […]

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As I step outside, my face stings from the chilled As I step outside, my face stings from the chilled, blowing air pushing its way through my body.
I…can’t…breathe….

My throat is caught off guard; attempting to take in air at a slower pace. Yet, the frigid heavy wind finds my mouth and forces its way in; making resistance difficult.  A battle of the colliding forces entangles.

My scarf! Quickly wrapped around my neck, it provides  a warm safe space to allow the life giving process inside to proceed. ah……………….At once, the air flows out of my lungs and back in rhythmically. No longer stifled. I am surrounded by a fortress of protection.

A few years ago, I confronted an equally blustery wind. Blowing with blustery force into my soul. My lungs initially blindsided by the cold grasped to exhale. My eyes witnessing the unforeseen storm of sickness  emerge in my child. Death of my husband’s beloved grandmother. Death of a dear family friend. Death of an aunt. 

My lungs feel overwhelmed by the forces blowing into my body.

But breath is essential to life. The forces of death and life collide. A battle entangles. I fight. hard. I need a fortress of protection….and like the scarf, I find it right in front of me….and behind me….and next to me…..

Yahweh. The Holy Spirit. One breathing life into my humanity; One breathing life into my soul. Ruach and Pneuma; together awakening the physical and spiritual rhythms necessary for me to move forward to the next moments.

“This day I call the heavens and the earth as witnesses against you that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life,…” Deut. 30:19 #redbudwriter #pneuma #ruach #stephaniejthompson
Later when Jesus was eating supper at Matthew’s Later when Jesus was eating supper at Matthew’s house with his close followers, a lot of disreputable characters came and joined them. When the Pharisees saw him keeping this kind of company, they had a fit, and lit into Jesus’ followers. “What kind of example is this from your Teacher, acting cozy with crooks and riffraff?”

 Jesus, overhearing, shot back, “Who needs a doctor: the healthy or the sick? Go figure out what this Scripture means: ‘I’m after mercy, not religion.’ I’m here to invite outsiders, not coddle insiders.” Matthew 9:10-13

Jesus is not addressing an issue of social etiquette. He isn’t even encouraging sympathy for the lonely. He makes a political statement at a table during an ordinary daily routine.

However, for the Pharisees, nothing about this scene is ordinary. Middle Eastern culture emphasized hospitality. In fact, God specifically instructed the Israelites to feed the foreigner and stranger. But this rebel rouser initiated this moment. He has the audacity to not only invite an unorthodox cast of characters to follow him but publicly displays sharing a meal with more of them.

Sharing a meal has sacred implications. It points to our common need to be nurtured in body and soul. And offers us the opportunity to taste the “Bread” that provides both. It can become a catalyst of reconciliation when we come to the table estranged. From God and each other.

Jesus’ feast speaks volumes. The Kingdom of God has arrived. Look. Ponder. Embrace. It does not thrive on oppression but liberates. And when you taste of it, you want to invite everyone else. Every One. To savor this life “on earth as it is in heaven”

N.T. Wright, in his book, “The Lord and his Prayer, writes “After all, we are ourselves only at Jesus’ table because he made a habit of celebrating parties with all the wrong people. Isn’t it about time we start to copy him?”
I sit in the narrative of Mary and Martha. In betw I sit in the narrative of Mary and Martha. In between stinks. Unexpected circumstances punch in the gut, making exhaling feel impossible. Who can fix this broken body? The shattered vision of what was anticipated?

Four days. But who is keeping track of time when grief hits? Days and nights morph together figuratively and literally. No appetite. Because what on earth can possibly satisfy in the face of loss?

Yet Jesus approaches, later than expected but he comes. To comfort, to resurrect. But first, to weep.

The smallest verse in the Bible speaks volumes. Jesus wept. (John 11:34-35)

He sits in the anguish of what surrounds him. It is believed that the source of his grief is his anger at death. He feels the pain of the flesh. He hears the wails of the mourners and laments that their current connection to Lazarus is broken.

Those four days from an earthly perspective did not feel filled with the “good” once declared by God over all things created. Or the promise of abundant life Jesus promised to those willing to come along side him.

Jesus wept.

Weeping recognizes that things might not always be fixed the way we expect on this side of Heaven. That doesn’t mean we stop calling for him, hoping for his healing here, and witnessing miracles in numerous ways. He is still working through all creation to make things right.

Jesus isn’t contained to his throne watching from a distance. He enters into our suffering. And while we wait, while we question all the things, we welcome his peace. His presence. His promises: “I am, right now, Resurrection and Life.” (John 11:25). #stephaniejthompson #grief #WaitingonGod #redbudwriter #Jesus wept
These books. Each one challenging me to reflect on These books. Each one challenging me to reflect on my identy as God's image bearer. But to recognize it fully, I must know God's character and the way it is revealed in the bigger story of the past and present. Learning from these diverse bold voices empowers me to bring my all to proclaim with my life that the Kingdom has arrived. What books are transforming you?
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s2thomp

As I step outside, my face stings from the chilled As I step outside, my face stings from the chilled, blowing air pushing its way through my body.
I…can’t…breathe….

My throat is caught off guard; attempting to take in air at a slower pace. Yet, the frigid heavy wind finds my mouth and forces its way in; making resistance difficult.  A battle of the colliding forces entangles.

My scarf! Quickly wrapped around my neck, it provides  a warm safe space to allow the life giving process inside to proceed. ah……………….At once, the air flows out of my lungs and back in rhythmically. No longer stifled. I am surrounded by a fortress of protection.

A few years ago, I confronted an equally blustery wind. Blowing with blustery force into my soul. My lungs initially blindsided by the cold grasped to exhale. My eyes witnessing the unforeseen storm of sickness  emerge in my child. Death of my husband’s beloved grandmother. Death of a dear family friend. Death of an aunt. 

My lungs feel overwhelmed by the forces blowing into my body.

But breath is essential to life. The forces of death and life collide. A battle entangles. I fight. hard. I need a fortress of protection….and like the scarf, I find it right in front of me….and behind me….and next to me…..

Yahweh. The Holy Spirit. One breathing life into my humanity; One breathing life into my soul. Ruach and Pneuma; together awakening the physical and spiritual rhythms necessary for me to move forward to the next moments.

“This day I call the heavens and the earth as witnesses against you that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life,…” Deut. 30:19 #redbudwriter #pneuma #ruach #stephaniejthompson
Later when Jesus was eating supper at Matthew’s Later when Jesus was eating supper at Matthew’s house with his close followers, a lot of disreputable characters came and joined them. When the Pharisees saw him keeping this kind of company, they had a fit, and lit into Jesus’ followers. “What kind of example is this from your Teacher, acting cozy with crooks and riffraff?”

 Jesus, overhearing, shot back, “Who needs a doctor: the healthy or the sick? Go figure out what this Scripture means: ‘I’m after mercy, not religion.’ I’m here to invite outsiders, not coddle insiders.” Matthew 9:10-13

Jesus is not addressing an issue of social etiquette. He isn’t even encouraging sympathy for the lonely. He makes a political statement at a table during an ordinary daily routine.

However, for the Pharisees, nothing about this scene is ordinary. Middle Eastern culture emphasized hospitality. In fact, God specifically instructed the Israelites to feed the foreigner and stranger. But this rebel rouser initiated this moment. He has the audacity to not only invite an unorthodox cast of characters to follow him but publicly displays sharing a meal with more of them.

Sharing a meal has sacred implications. It points to our common need to be nurtured in body and soul. And offers us the opportunity to taste the “Bread” that provides both. It can become a catalyst of reconciliation when we come to the table estranged. From God and each other.

Jesus’ feast speaks volumes. The Kingdom of God has arrived. Look. Ponder. Embrace. It does not thrive on oppression but liberates. And when you taste of it, you want to invite everyone else. Every One. To savor this life “on earth as it is in heaven”

N.T. Wright, in his book, “The Lord and his Prayer, writes “After all, we are ourselves only at Jesus’ table because he made a habit of celebrating parties with all the wrong people. Isn’t it about time we start to copy him?”
I sit in the narrative of Mary and Martha. In betw I sit in the narrative of Mary and Martha. In between stinks. Unexpected circumstances punch in the gut, making exhaling feel impossible. Who can fix this broken body? The shattered vision of what was anticipated?

Four days. But who is keeping track of time when grief hits? Days and nights morph together figuratively and literally. No appetite. Because what on earth can possibly satisfy in the face of loss?

Yet Jesus approaches, later than expected but he comes. To comfort, to resurrect. But first, to weep.

The smallest verse in the Bible speaks volumes. Jesus wept. (John 11:34-35)

He sits in the anguish of what surrounds him. It is believed that the source of his grief is his anger at death. He feels the pain of the flesh. He hears the wails of the mourners and laments that their current connection to Lazarus is broken.

Those four days from an earthly perspective did not feel filled with the “good” once declared by God over all things created. Or the promise of abundant life Jesus promised to those willing to come along side him.

Jesus wept.

Weeping recognizes that things might not always be fixed the way we expect on this side of Heaven. That doesn’t mean we stop calling for him, hoping for his healing here, and witnessing miracles in numerous ways. He is still working through all creation to make things right.

Jesus isn’t contained to his throne watching from a distance. He enters into our suffering. And while we wait, while we question all the things, we welcome his peace. His presence. His promises: “I am, right now, Resurrection and Life.” (John 11:25). #stephaniejthompson #grief #WaitingonGod #redbudwriter #Jesus wept
These books. Each one challenging me to reflect on These books. Each one challenging me to reflect on my identy as God's image bearer. But to recognize it fully, I must know God's character and the way it is revealed in the bigger story of the past and present. Learning from these diverse bold voices empowers me to bring my all to proclaim with my life that the Kingdom has arrived. What books are transforming you?
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